Fate drives me into sick days. I believe it's a fever.
My temperature rose up to 39C, I lay in bed, with the air cond on. covered in a blanket. All I want at that time, is some hot water. The fever drained huge amount of life energy from my body, boil water became a enormous task. So I decide to wait.
My parents already know about this fever. But they have jobs, and they have to work. I'm glad I can finally see my dad at 4 PM. He came back home early.
At the same day, dad and I have to catch a train to Yingtan to see grandma and grandpa. That's a 6 hour trip starting from 6:40PM.
Although my fever is not going down, I manage to stay strong and make to the train station. Actually, everything else isn't very important. Everything between the time I got on the train to the time where I actually going on the train station to head back.
The train got delayed, in the beginning, there is no telling how long the train is going to be delayed. After 4 hours, it's 4 am, I haven't slept all night. How lucky.
Then, on the train, I'm tired and wish I could get to sleep, but some little kid is extremely annoying and asking all kind of questions in the dark.
And that's the time I understand, I was the same as that kid, except, I only create problems to people who care about me.
Ahh.. people can only hurt others who care...
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People in this world judges.
Because of cloth and other kind of appearance.
People don't bother to use time to find out the reality.
Because they don't care.
Because they are too afraid to know.

These days people became so sensitive like their skin are made of milk.

A: want some gum?
B: You are saying my breath stinks?
A: Got a girl friend?
B: Are you saying I'm gay?
A: You look tired.
B: Are you implying I was partying all night long?
A: What do you do for living?
B: Kill people with my paranoid(ness) for recreation.

Don't take shit too seriously ok? life is short!